Thursday, June 5, 2008

"Hello .....

darkness my old friend.
I've come to talk with you again,
Because a vision softly creeping,
Left its seeds while I was sleeping,
And the vision that was planted in my brain
Still remains.."
-Simon and Garfunkle

This darkness I am feeling is not my friend. It rears it's ugly head today. It's an ememy. My insides are swirling, tears want to brim over my eyes, and I feel like a caged tiger. I know this is not God. I've been struggling with it off and on for a few days, but was able to get quickly on top of it. Today I was simply reading a christian book catalog and saw a book that reminded me of something and instantly it kicked into gear. It's a little harder for me to beat today. Pray for me. I need it.